Left Behind!!

Hello welcome to my Disco Dance :)
Why disco you ask and not the tango or the jive(my father's favorite) or even the waltz. Well disco  makes you feel alive and you can't help but smile from head to toe when you listen to the music and let your body sway to and throw.
I have decided to start a blog to share some of my feelings,hopes, dreams and whatever other crazy things I can conjure up. So you may be in for a bumpy ride. So here we go........

It has been a week to the day since the love of my life left me to go to Afghanistan.Well if you know me at all you know I have been to Afghanistan as well. I did a 6 month tour there  working as a baker at Tim Horton's. Probably the best experience of my life. So when George came home to tell me he was going. I was thinking I have this in the bag. I have been there I know what it's like. So this will be a walk in the park for me. Ya not the case. I have been Left Behind several times for months on end and have done quite ok. I am a very strong and independent person and once I set my mind to something I will get it done. I have a very easy come easy go attitude and can adapt to change at a moment notice. Being with a military man there is no other way.
So with that being said I have seemed to have fallen apart this week.Crying and feeling down and blue. Soooooo not my nature at all. I have lost my best friend. I know he's coming back but right in this moment it feels like a lifetime away.
I know as each day goes by it will get better and I will get into a routine as I always do.This just came as a shock to me feeling like this. So I can let these feelings get the best of me or I can turn these negative thoughts and feelings into something positive. A learning experience :) I don't have to be the rock and the strong one all the time. It's ok to cry and feel lonely cause I know I have a great group of friends and family who I can call and say I need to talk. So If I come up to you and say I need a hug. Don't get freaked out and wonder what the heck is wrong with Dawn. lol
So that's my ramble for the day. It's ok to be Left Behind. This too shall pass!!!
What's that I hear in the background....disco... time to go dance :)